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☆dreamland☆°·.♥.·°live your life to the fullest°·.♥.·°. 22 novembre Schadenfreude Hello! I came upon this article in Straits Time Lifestyle last Sunday and I finally got my answer that I have been pondering since childhood. When I was young, I always love to think a lot which I also have been doing every now and then in my life. Sometimes, thoughts just wander off to a state where you suddenly feel guilty and you do not wish to think any further. I believe everyone of us does at some parts of our lifes. What do I mean by that? Now I am going to give some real and open door into my thoughts: - I wish to have my own room. I always wanted to have my own privacy and I am still sharing my bedroom with my 16 year old brother. But how? My grandma and my maid need the other room as my grandma has to be taken care of. Guilty of myself: If some day my grandma just leave suddenly... ... - A very poor family who feeds on meagre monthy salary. They need money for their childrens' education fee, household fees etc. Their only old aged mum has left a mediocre sum of money in her will. Guilty of my thought: If their old aged mum just leave suddenly... ... - I am already very tired and I received this phone call from my best friend and she started to yap non-stop about her problems with her boyfriend, her family problems so on and so on and son. I have school the next day and I am already so tired. Guilty of my thought: If she could just stop whining and I can have my beauty sleep... ... - During IVP Ji Ti, we made a lot of mistakes that day during competition but we had put in efforts in practising for many days. The 1st position seems difficult to get now. Guilty of my thought when the other teams start to compete: If somehow one of them could just fell down or make mistakes too... ... Humans have such a complex mindset. They want to be nice people and yet they still have this bad thoughts in their minds. And what are all these evil thoughts that everyone of us has it now and then in our life? There is a word to it (which I have learnt from the newspaper article): Schadenfreude. It's the enjoyment that we derive from witnessing the misfortunes of the others or secret pleasure one may derive from another person's suffering, mostly happens when we do not have that particular thing and we could not get it. It is difficult to condemn this feeling within the framework of conventional morality. To me, it is just too light-hearted and cheerful that we experience only within ourselves or share within closed ones, not 'big' enough to cause real offence to others. It is a kind of insurance, we promise to be good and we want to be good. But at the same time, we have to learn to accept as a matter of fact the daily cruelties, whether big or small. They are part of our life. I feel so disturbed whenever I have this feeling in me .Am I that insecure, that spiritually untethered that I am actually able to find joy in someone else’s misfortunes reflexively!!?? Am I? sigh. In a nutshell, I come to a conclusion. All human is selfish in nature. However, that does not mean that we are bad just because we have experience schadenfreude as that is perfectly normal. You are not human if you do not experience that before. Instead, I feel it is fine with us to have this kind of thoughts sometime as it helps to curb with the urge to resort to violence and so now it only occurs in our own thoughts. So what shall we do when we always and ALWAYS experience this? I think somehow I have find a solution for myself which is happiness in another's good fortune. Honestly speaking, many of us experienced that to our closest ones, but how many of us do that on a daily basis, feeling happiness for anyone apart from our closest ones? It's not that difficult afterall. Things that I feel happy for my people around me are for e.g feeling happy for ShuLing who get GPA 3.4 which is higher than me when I put in more effort than her. Feeling happy when those IVP competitors win me in their traditional chang quan when I know they themselves put in efforts to come to this far too. Feeling happy that my class is getting closer even though sometimes I do not have the time to go out with them but I always treasure the fact that we are the most bonded one of all and they still bother to invite me out for outings. Feeling happy when Boy got 1st in Shuang Dao and Li Yan got 3rd in Lu Hua Dao when I did not get anything for my individual routines. Hence, I do not think it will be that difficult to find your particular someone and I know sometime it may be difficult to indulge in selfless joy of another's good fortune when especially if we are feeling not so happy at all. Well, it sounds easy but definitely I think it will take practice. At the very least we can do is to try those very true emotions of empathy, pity, and compassion. I feel happy at the end of the day. This is how life should be. Full Stop! =) And there is one thing we have to keep in mind and it is explained in this following quote. "To feel envy is human, to savour schadenfreude is devilish" — Arthur Schopenhauer girl loves boy!!! AND ALSO DEFINITELY MY GRANDMA! =) 21 novembre Weekend is here! Hello! Last Tuesday went out with class to celebrate WanQin and Chastine's 19th birthday! We went to Aston to eat and it was my first time there. Maybe partly because I was too hungry or the food was really delicious, I find that the food there is cheap and nice! No wonder there is always such a long queue. Looks like I probably have to come during weekdays to catch a seat. I like the fries and salad especially! Our class was assigned to sit outdoors and the sun was so sweltering hot. I was having slight giddyness due the stress that I had Contact Lens Fitting practical that morning and wushu till 11pm the previous Monday night. Went home and chatted with karin after lunch while the rest went to watch 2012. Contact Lens Fitting Practical was fine to me. =) Luckily I managed to insert and remove hard lens with only one attempt. Phew! You dont know how nervous I got before the prac test during BV lecture. I was shivering not only because of the cold lecture theatre, but mostly because of my nervousness. I told ShuLing that I wont even get so nervous for my wushu performances lor. >.< Last sem's Retinoscope Practical Test has caused me to have a little phobia of prac test that I may cork up suddenly especially when I am in this PMS period. Cos what happens practically last sem during the Ret's Test was that I did not know what the hell I was doing and thinking after the moment I got the feel that I did not neutralize the reflex with my ret, I just told the teacher I wanted to give up for the rest of my subjective refraction, JCC etc and swallowing my tears. Luckily Mr Sim asked me to continue doing, if not I would have to retest for the whole thing. So stupid right? I know it myself and I am trying to control my emotions sometimes......yeah...trying.....  (WanQin and Chastine the birthday girls! Me, Vanessa and Karin! Those who went for the birthday celebration!) I got this little surprise from my dear wushu friend! Li Yan!!! She brought this TCM which is made especially for women to regulate menstrual cycle and enhance blood circulation to reduce muscle aches! She got this from her brother as her brother's girlfriend has the same problem too. So I was given this precious gift from her and I will try out if it works for me or not.! =) Thanks girl for your concern! HUGS!  ( A LONG 'love letter' from her brother regarding on this box of TCM. HAHA!) This afternoon, I just accompanied my mom to NUH to remove her stitches. She has been at home resting for around one week after her surgery. She has to put pillows behind her back whenever she sits down as she could not get up when her back is completely lying down as her stomach area will ache a lot. After that, boy and I went to library basement to watch Big Momma 2. It was our first time to use the plasma tv in library. You just have to find an empty station and go to the counter and say you want to use that station and they will give you the tv controller. Spent the afternoon laughing away at the comedy with boy! =D Training afterwards. All of them played street soccer. I must admit that I have no knack in soccer AT ALL! I feel like I am an obstruction to them whenever they decided to play soccer. LOL! First, when the ball came flying towards me, I have this tendency to run away from the ball; I dont do that much when playing captain ball. Second, I got this tendency to use my hand to catch the ball. Third, my leg just couldnt control the ball or causing my leg to kick hardly into the empty air whenever I want to aim for the ball.  (Boy and me with headphones on!) I am currently carrying out this 'weekly routine' between my studies, wushu and boy. Monday to Wed : Long school days. Usually knock out once I reach home. Thurs : Afternoon usually will be doing recycling specs. Friday and Saturday will be mostly spending time with boy. Sunday will be the only whole day for me to catch up with my studies! =) BS loves BG!!! 15 novembre wushu meeting and 2012 outing Hello! Sunday is the only day that I can have rest and catch up with my studies for now le. Yesterday went out with wushu peeps to watch 2012 at Causeway Point. I find the effects of the movie are fantastic but the storyline is not very good. Ups and Downs in this movie. Really do not like to see heroic people dying in the movie which makes my heart hurt. After the movie, we went to Dhoby Ghaut and met up with Alvin, Janice with some other RP wushu people. Wanted to eat at Aston but the queue was super long. I shall try it out someday! So we went to Xin Wang Hk Restaurant instead!  (Lols! wads with all these covering faces! haha! and Yuan Qing's greedy pose!)    (group photos at cinema and dhoby ghaut) On friday night, everyone in wushu club was required to come down for this meeting at T1554 that is organised by the coaches. I can see that the coaches are very serious with our future planning. But honestly speaking, I still have doubts with myself and also the club now. Are we able to do what the coaches expect us to do? How many of us here will strive hard in wushu? How many of us are in this club just want to learn new things but not to stress one self? How many of us willing to compete and keep SP wushu up? Does everyone has the same goal in mind which is to improve oneself and work hard as a team for the grand performance at SP convention centre around Dec 2010? I really hope we have.  (giving of certificates to those who went for the China Trip)  (It was Alvin's birthday that day! Haha! Yilun, Liyan and I were rushing out to light up the candles and when ZY coach turned off the lights, we stepped into the classroom with the lighted candles. SURPRISE!) I am hurt when people do not ask questions to clarify their doubts and they continue to go and tell people their complaints with their misinterpretations in mind. I dont know they do this is to let others know that he or she is putting in a lot of effort or trying to show that they are right without clarifying the facts? When feedbacks come back to me that I realised they have been spreading this misunderstanding bigger and bigger or trying to say bad things about each other when actually it only boils down to one and only simple fact, I feel so #!#@!$#. So I beg you people, please, PLEASE clarify the doubts with me before you tell people why I or we dont do this and that. I am not going to be angry with you. Instead, I will really feel happier if you can say out rather than going behind peoples' back and spreading their bad. We are grown up people already, not kids who always complain to people without knowing what the other party is thinking for you. HAPPY 17th month to baby and me yesterday! <3 I am sorry yesterday. Both of us are in a bad mood with one another. I am sorry to SP wushu peeps too if I may have spread the bad mood in me to you guys. I really enjoy yesterday with you people. Alvin, Janice, LiYan, YiLun, WeiXiang, Arthur, SingHai, ShiMin, YuanQing, Ashley, BingLun, JianSiong, Saen, Fadhil, Raymond and boy. 11 novembre Monday and Wednesday: Tiring Hello! I am so tired now. I always want to have a short afternoon nap but worry that I cant fall asleep at night, I try to tahan until at night but end up sleeping at around 11pm. I have learnt something now. I must settle all my school work for Monday to Wednesday on Thurs to Sun because everytime I arrange stuffs to do on Mon to Wed, I end up pushing everything to thurs onwards. I feel so tired after coming back from lessons on these first 3 days of the week. Lessons starts at 8am and ending at around 5pm, with torturing practicals where I have to suffer trauma to my eyes by those hard lenses and tiring eye test. So I tried to do something relaxing on Monday to Wednesday night, besides training on usual Mondays. I just finished Harry Potter and The Order Of Phoenix last week and all the 5 movies. I still feel that the books are more exciting than the movies. Feel like fast-forwarding it whenever I watch the movie. Mum's surgery is postponed to tomorrow. Mum and dad already took leave for today. My mum even had to wake up and had her breakfast before 6am and ate the medicine to clear her bowels and when she went to NUH with dad and brother, lying in the ward waiting for the surgery, the person there told her that the doctor was busy today. What kind of reason is that. Mum's got many tumours growing in her uterus that it has to be removed in case they start to turn malignant. She starts to have heavy periods like up to 6 days ( gosh , I have period up to 9 days sometimes huh) and painful periods ( which I has it too). You know, my paternal and maternal sides have this history of illness. My maternal side, my third aunt does not menstruate as she does not have ovules. My paternal side, I have up to around 4 aunts who have their uterus remove surgically, because of the same reason as my mum too. So, I start to wonder if I have this 'bad gene' in me too. And I actually have decided to go for check up after china trip but the idea of queueing up so long in polyclinics and splurging money in hospital checkups after that just turns me off that I have decided to wait and see how is my next period will be like. Cousin Jasmine just posted some of our cousins' photos up in facebook:  ( Me- I was once single eyelid girl, Ming Kiat, Jasmine and then my brother. We all still had this baby fat in us. HAHA!) girl loves boy!!!! MUAHX! 8 novembre Winning Vs Self-SatisfactionHello!
(Arthur's Tong Bei)
(Sing Hai's Drunken Fist)
(Alvin's Ba Ji)
(Saen's Ba Ji)
(Li Yan's Lu Hua Dao)
(YiLun's Long tassel sword)
(Yuan Qing's Da Dao)
(Alicia's Pu Dao)
(Boy's double broad sword)
(Raymond and Jian Wei's Sparring)
(Jiti Finale) (Thanks supporters, helpers and coaches =D) After that, some of us headed home while some went to Jurong Point and had our dinner. We had a bad experience at LJS. The scenario was something like that. An auntie left her seat of 4 ppl. There were 10 over of us and we walked over thinking we had at least found a sitting place. 2 pairs of good looking couples walked towards us. I thought they want to walk through. I let them passed. Suddenly the female opened her mouth and screamed in hokkien, " KNB! CB! Snatch our seats ! @!##$@!#@!#!" Everyone around us turned around. Then Saen noticed her small little bag lying near the table that we sat. One of the guy pushed Sing Hai. Raymond replied calmly, "Cant you explain properly?" A "F- U" by that guy was shouted back to him. The lady continued " CB! #$!@#$@#! Who do you think you are to take our place?" Saen was already shaking with anger , "Then who do you think you are?" The couples continued to hurl us vulgarities while we left the place. Sometimes, even when we have reasons siding us, reasoning out to them and dealing with this kind of people is no use. They cannot understand reasons and the minds are used to only one thing " Fighting can settle everything." Being educated people as a whole, we chose not to argue with them and left the place graciously. girl loves boy and is proud of you! <333 What is traditional wushu? Hello! I am so frustrated upon one thing that everyone should have noticed today. I am not trying to say anything good or bad about traditional wushu or contemporary wushu or what. But since the competition already has stated there that it is traditional routines for most, it is so obvious that there is simply no rules or deduction of points when competitors do not obey the rules of a traditional routine at all. Traditional Routines:
Even Eugene Coach is stunned when he saw that people adding Xuan Fong, Hou Kong Fan etc could do away with the deduction of points. Still, we have to respect the judges. 1 novembre Harry Potter craze and wushuHello! Recently I have been spending my free time watching Harry Potter's movies and finishing the series of books. I know I am very late after this craze over Harry Potter has some sort of died down (this happens a lot of time, e.g Boys Over Flowers). Haha! I always think that Harry Potter is a very boring series as I watched the VCD twice when I was around P6 and fell asleep twice, never able to finish watching the movie. Thanks to boy, he has the whole series of the books and VCDs. I borrowed The Philosopher Stone and found myself addicted to this book ever since the first chapter. After watching the movie and reading the book, I find that the book is much interesting as compared to the movie. The book gives a more detailed description on the scenarios etc than the movie and I feel that the actors in the movie were not natural in the way they act, maybe it will get better in the last few series when the actors are older. I just got my wushu costume and it came out as light pink. The manufacturer has made a mistake as I ordered for light purple in the first place. -.-. What for do I need a light pink again when we had 6 pieces of around the same colour as it is? So I wore dark royal pink which is the same colour as YiLun on mock competition ytd night. Ytd no junior came up to support us. We had to carry the chairs and tables back to the original position after the tiring selection. I found my performance for the mock competition ytd quite stable and I hope it will be like this during the competition. I think I got 8.20 if I still rmb correctly. I would be happy if I can get 8.00 above for IVP.  (playing monopoly deal on MRT! Fadhil, boy and Yuan Qing)  (during briefing before the mock competition) Yesterday morning, 7 of us (Alvin, Yuan Qing, Raymond, Li Yan, Janice, Boy and me) went for the subway commercial audition. They actually sent us an email to our club that they are searching for sporty talents for the shooting of commercial. Met them early in the morning at Aljunied and headed towards The Reel Thing Pte Ltd. The company itself looks like a house and we were called one by one for audition. The girls, as well as I, had to act out a scene. Imagine a guy sitting in front of us, smile at him, take the Subway sandwich and eat with delight. Quite awkward though. Haha! Whereas the guys had to pretend he is looking at an enemy and walked towards him, then broke into a smile and said "Hey brother, long time no see." After that we went to Iluma and played at the arcade at the top floor there. Then after that went to ZhiYong coach's house. I was so tired by then. Zhi Yong coach's dog is the fiercest I have ever seen in my life. I wanted to sayang him but it bit me and and kept barking non-stop. His teeth were plucked away as he was too fierce. poor thing.  (Yuan Qing fillin up the form in the company)  (Li Yan, Raymond and Boy filling up the forms at the other side of the room.)  (bought a new adidas water bottle. The adidas cap is extra one.) .jpg) (playing some sort of quiz games at the arcade and the questions are super difficult that Janice came up with an idea which was to choose choice B if you do not know the answer and she ended up with the highest score for twice. HAHA!) I have to rest well this week and before turning in, I will lay on my bed and revise my Cha Quan routine every night to prepare myself mentally for this coming Sat IVP. girl loves boy! 29 octobre Another week has passed Hello! Training is taking most of my time now as IVP coming on next Sat. Training ended at 10.45pm yesterday and I was pulling myself through at the end of the training. At night did some research for clinical optometry practical until 1.30am then went to sleep. First time stayed up till so late since the new semester starts. The day before yesterday, boy and I went to accompany Yilun for Create Talent Interview. Waited for 1 hour just for the person to interview her. YiLun said that we are like her mao ba and mao ma. haha! sick also accompanied her to polyclinic. LOL! In the end when I reached home, I went to search the company and realised that many teenagers also have this experience like her who were spotted by talent scouts and went for model interview. In the end, the agency there requested them to take portfolio which they had to pay $500 over on it and said they would call them up if there were assignments. Not saying there are no successful case of those who are being spotted by advertisers and paid thousands dollars for one assignment, but the risk of paying up but getting nothing in the end is very big. In the end, Yilun chosed not to go for the agency anymore which I thought it is a wise move bahs. Last tuesday, we finally had our RGP lenses on. OH GOSH!!! The feeling is so irritating and my reflex tears kept flowing non-stop when I had those hard lenses in my eyes. The feeling is like having an eyelash stuck in your eyes but you could not take it out and you even have to open your eyes wide and try to feel comfortable in it. Inserting is easy but I still have some problems taking it out. Have to practise more next time. =D Yesterday, Xuan Bin's mum called me and she wants me to tuition her son next year. So fast already book me. lol! But I told her I will charge at least $10/hr and Melissa said it was quite expensive. Haha! The tuition rate in Singapore here is that for a Pri 2 student, it is at least $10/ hr already. Moreover I am tuitioning a Pri 5 kid wor. Later meeting some wushu peeps to collect costumes with Zhi Yong Coach at Dhoby Ghaut. Monopoly DEAL is addicting! haha! girl <3 boy! 25 octobre First week of sch and Sentosa TripHello! Finally got some extra time to blog. It feels great to have no tuition now as both of my students have finished their PSLE but I feel that I have the sense of insecurity more when I do not have the extra money to splurge on leisure stuffs anymore. When I got the flyer of tuition assignments for primary school kids, I realised how SUPER CHEAP my tuition fares is and I have decided to increase to at least $10/hour next time when I tuition others. School has reopened. I have made a decision to sleep before 11pm every night apart from the days that I will be having training which is on MON, WED, FRI and SAT. It's nice to be back to studying again at least for now. HAHA! First week of study seems to be relaxing for me. I thought inserting and taking out of soft lenses would be very difficult and challenging but somehow it's quite fun and I did it last week! RGP hard lenses for this week prac and I am feeling nervous as seniors have been saying that we will tear a lot when we first insert it into our eye. I love my timetable too as I got to 先苦后甜 with Monday to Wednesday ,very stressful and tiring days, and thursday and friday a relaxing one. =) For wushu, IVP is merely left with 12 days and our Ji Ti Quan has not done with the rhythmn for the movements to be synchronised with the music. My individual Cha Quan routine also has not been practising recently. Sadly, I felt my standard dropped a lot after China Trip especially my flying kicks. My flexibility increased a little though. It may due to the fact that my stamina has not regained fully yet. But something that I am very sure of is that the springy carpet at China there really KILLS me. My legs are so used to the springy carpet there that when I jump on the normal carpet in SP, it will lag on the ground for a milisecond before jumping, causing me to jump lower and with no 空感 at all. I was so depressed after last friday's training which was my first official training in SP after coming back from China. I TOTALLY LOST THE FEEL OF MY FEI JIAO AND BAI LIAN!!!!! AND I LEFT NOT EVEN 2 WEEKS FOR MY IVP! =((((((((((((((((((((((( We had training on friday till 11.30pm. GOSH! And the following day we even went to Sentosa and then at night training again!!!  (Buying some snacks at vivomart before heading to sentosa. Yuan Qing's dead body floating in the water.LOL! AND GROUP PHOTO!)  (Boy and I. First time we sat the skyride and LUGE. I thought it wasnt so scary and high but I was wrong. I did not know it was higher at the last part of the sky ride. My boy was afraid of heights and his palms were already perspiring A LOT even before we sat onto it. He did not talk to me throughout the whole skyride except for asking me to stop moving around and taking photos. >.< Both of his hands clutching onto the bar tightly. Seeing him nervous, I also got a bit nervous at the last and highest part of the ride. FUN AND THRILLING! The LUGE was not as exciting as skyride, it was like the flying turtle which I rode when I was young.  (Wei Xiang, Saen and Yuan Qing were behind us!)  (AHHH! Open mouth! Yuan Qing's funny pose of peeing. In the monorail with boy, Li Yan and Saen)  (we went to this HK restaurant at vivocity. The food there were cheap compared to other restaurant and their delicacies there are simply delicious!!! THANKS TO SAEN for introducing this restaurant to us. I swear I want to be back there dining soon again!) Apart from the scorching sun at the Siloso beach,, we managed to have some fun with frisbee and soccer there. Fadhil and Yuan Qing playing in the waters. Playing at the Imbiah Walk and then dining at a restaurant. Luckily everyone survived the training after that. LOL! BS LOVES BG! 20 octobre China Training Trip (10th June- 18th June)Hello! I am still recovering from my gastric pain. So just a short summary of what I had did at XIAMEN, JIMEI! Day 1 (10/11/2009) The hostel that I was sharing with Janice, Hui Ying and Li Yan was better than I have expected. I love its blanket the most. Cosy and warm. :) And we realised the distance from our hostel to 竞武馆 is half and hour walk. Imagined we have to walk 4 times a day during training days. Eating China Fast Food outlet after that. Boy and I thought we were ordering chicken satays when instead they were ostrich meat! The taste turned out quite delicious! Day 2 (11/11/2009) Had morning jog around the tracks for 5 rounds and I started to have pre-mense pain. The weather was chilling and imagined me jogging with a jacket over me and it was still freezing cold. Temperature must be around 20 degree celsius with the morning wind blowing so strongly. BRR! My perspiration evaporated off instantaneously. Afternoon time was spending in the hostel watching 喜洋洋 and 灰太狼 cartoon and do not forget the lyrics china version! super hilarious! Ate at a splendid restaurant for dinner and there was even a lady playing piano for us. Day 3 (12/11/2009) Training has started. We all like the male coach who taught us in the morning session more as he was always there to correct our mistakes. Unlike the female coach in the afternoon session who only sat down at the side. -.-. Ate Xiao Long Bao for lunch!!! We were training with the girls school team in the afternoon session and their standard were very good, especially their chao tian deng! They kicked their legs straight up and held it side by side with their head, standing on the other balanced leg. And this was their warm up!!! We all practically stunned there for a few seconds, not knowing how to continue. LOL! Worse to worst, their physical training was CRAZY! I think because of the physical training, it left me half dead for the rest of the days afterwards seriously. 3 sets of 40 原地快跑， 10 standard push-ups, 30 腹肌 and 背肌. Day 4 (13/11/2009) MUSCLE ACHE!!! DIFFICULTY CLIMBING STAIRS! LET ALONE RAN 5 ROUNDS! I thought I would give up halfway but the male coach kept pushing us on. Spamming myself with Counterpain became my daily chore at there afterwards! Wake up -> Breakfast -> Half and hour walk to school -> Morning Training -> Lunch -> Half and hour back to hostel and rest -> Half and hour back to school -> Evening Training -> Dinner -> Half and hour back to hostel -> Sleep. ( repeated for 5 days) Day 5 (14/11/2009) 16th Month Anniversary of Boy and Me! Muscle ached like hell lot now. When doing horse stance, I was already bearing the pain at my upper thigh. Trying to do deep breathing to stable my mood down but I think it must be PMS causing my mood to be so unstable that I could not control my tears from rolling down as waves of pain, muscle ache and disappointment in myself engulfed me intermittently. I did not practise for the evening session and just sat at the side doing stretching and counterpain!!! =( Day 6 (15/11/2009) Thigh muscles were not so pain anymore. It had turned to my buttock muscles. My muscles endurance is really super LOUSY! Hais. Day 7 (16/11/2009) Last training!!! Muscles were still aching and managed to pull through. At night went to the restaurant again and had my beef steak which I regretted so badly on Sat, the next day. Day 8 (17/11/2009) Woke up at night because of bites that I had at my right eye and my eye turned so swollen that I could not open completely. Foolishly, I even applied medicinal oil to my eyelid. What a stupid optometrist-to-be! I was tearing in the toilet alone and afraid of what to do when my eyes sting and hurt a lot! Managed to get coaches' help and thanks to their care, I was asked to sleep in their bunks as we assumed that my bed was dirty. Having gastric discomfort when I woke up first thing in the morning. Took public transport to boat quay to take a boat to Gu Lang Yu. Suddenly my menses came, and together with my gastric discomfort getting worser and worser, I could barely stand straight anymore. Together with Hui Ying who had gastric pain too, KY coach and his friend brought the two of us and boy who accompanied me to the hospital at the Gu Lang Yu. I vomitted outside the general consultation room with the guide of boy of teaching me how to vomit. It was all the beef steak that I ate last night. YUCKS! Shared bland porridge with boy and ate the prescripted medicine. Vomitted at the same place again and my porridge all came out. Felt better and Hui Ying and I decided to tour with the others. Unfortunately when we were having lunch, mense pain came over me this time with nauseousness. Second time having mense pain attack outdoors. Super unbearable and torturing. Could not sit still nor keep my mouth shut from groaning in pain. Panadol Menses had no effect on me. Took painkillers and I vomitted minutes after that. Surrendered and KY coach with Hui Ying, boy with I went back to our hostel for rest. All I could do was sleep and vomit again at the hostel while the rest toured outside. Hais. Day 9 (18/11/2009) Still had no appetite. Wonder how I gone through these 2 days with only few bites of food. Wished so much to be back home straightaway. Motion sickness on plane. ARGH. Overall, everyone still had their fun though except the day when I fell sick. I want my stamina back and chiong for IVP!!!  (on plane with boy!)  (Li Yan and me! Eating La Mian at Yi Si LAN JIAO restaurant! HAHA!)  (Mac "Fluffy"! MAI MAO MAO!)  (night scene after evening training. Their 6pm there is like 9pm here!)  (drinking milk tea!!! NICEEE!)  (plane view of Singapore)  (Me at the training grounds)  (Us with the male handsome coach!) BS <3 BG! |
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