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☆dreamland☆°·.♥.·°live your life to the fullest°·.♥.·°. 2月8日 Mugging Hard and Studying hard! Hello! I have a little spare time with me now before I start studying on my clinical optometry, CL fitting and CL complications test for tmr and wed. Wanna write some stuffs here but sometimes just dont have the feel to do it due to tests! argh!  (That's my first time eating Carl's junior at JP. It may sound ridiculous to some of you, but yeah, first time. LOL. The bacon burger was big! I was so full after eating it. Boy and I were at JP shopping for his new year clothes and we managed to find a very nice one for him! hees. Then I bought my new Lollipop pink phone and finally able to change my student plan to unlimited sms to all mobile providers. YES! I do not have to worry calling back for my FYP subjects and bursting my phone bills and I can contact my best friends as and when I want more freely! )  ( I met my dearest tuition student ZiFei at the bus stop while waiting for bus to JP. She is Sec 1 now. Looking at her in Nan Hua Sec Sch uniform, I have this touched feeling deep in my heart. I guess that's how a 'teacher' feels when she sees her student being a grown up now. I have taught her since she was P3 till P6 for all her subjects. She is my first tuition student I had and the most obedient one. Going to her house and tutor her for twice weekly for 4 years has made her house a second house of my own last time. And her results are always pleasing to me. Wish her best for her future endeavours! And thanks for everything for giving me the opportunity and experience of how to tutor people in the future. =) )  (Near Victoria Theatre waiting for time to pass. Watching The Champion. Wushu performance by World Wushu Championship athletes!) Sometimes I will wander if I dislike the working lifestyle of being an optometrist, I can be a teacher. There is a sense of satisfaction in me whenever I see them getting good grades or becoming a better person. When I first started tutoring Zifei, I make a lot of my handmade notes for her, like good phrases for compo, oral, maths, science etc. Years passed and when we know each other more, we will talk about the meaning of life and chit chat about our daily life and future. Besides her, I taught before 7 other students and each of them last for at least 1 year. From every student, I learn a new things about myself and about them too. Sometimes you try your best teaching that student but if he or she does not take you seriously and keep on making the same mistakes during exams when you told him or her not to, you only can lecture him or her and hope that someday when he or she grows up, he or she will know that your intentions are good. And it's useless to talk to kids about future and all those reflections stuffs cos they are not mature and they wont understand the real meaning behind of what you are saying and that's when scolding and punishments come in. I will let them remember me as a tutor who truly cares for them, serious in teaching and making them a better person. I was saddened by my Contact Lens Fitting Theory Test. I know I have studied all the stuffs that Sean has given us as tips. Sadly, I screwed up the concept of accommodation and convergence. It is only when my test was over did I realise I have made the stupid mistake that I have repeatedly asked myself not to. Once bitten, twice shy. Looks like I need to get some punishments before I learn my mistakes. I expect a lot from this semester because I want to see how far I can go. I complained a lot to boy after the test. I am a human, I need someone to listen to my unreasonable complaints when I am down and that person is my boy. He makes me realise some things that I have forgotten and inspires me to think through after a few days. My passion is being an optometrist, not someone who only aims to get good grades for exams. My aim of coming to this course is because I want to make peoples' lives better and help them in this medical field. I had actually wanted to choose biomedical science but I have phobia for blood. So that's the main aim of coming to this course, optometry. I should always remember it and don't let this kind of things to dampen my mood and obscure my view of my passion again. And people may think it's just a question on accommodation and convergence question. But you will only understand how I feel if you expect a lot from yourself and aim high. That's rather unhealthy. There is no one I need to impress and no one I need to become. I am what I am. I have everything I need to be happy and I know what I need to do to make me happy. Girl loves boy! =) 2月4日 6J class outing Hello!!! Yesterday night I went JP for primary school 6J class gathering! Around 19 of us turned up and I was surprised by the number of ppl! I know I have Pathology test the next day and I have not even started memorising, this is a rare chance to meet up with them especially when some will go overseas for further studies, some in NS etc. We met up at 7.30pm and went to the playground beside JP library and chit chatted till 9pm. We were waiting for the pizza hut stuff to call us as there was a long queue waiting. I find that the guys are the one who changed the most. My table mate Girish, he was shorter than me and rounder. Now he is a tall and slender guy. If some of them did not tell me what their names are, I wont recognise them out. It's been like 7 years since I last saw them! WHOO! Got to know some of them are studying in SP too!!! Haha! I guess I met them in school and just that I couldnt recognise them out. >.<  (1st: group photo at the library! 2nd: HuiTeng and Binuan. 3rd: Me and HuiTeng. I still rmb there was this period I was very close with HuiTeng. Always going to her house talking about TWINS, MyDateWithAVampire drama series, singing karoake etc!)  (1st: Kevin, Yusof, Daniel, Girish, Cynthia, Joanna and XiaoDi. 2nd: Teng Sean, Qing De, Qing Hui. 3rd: Izyan, Eu-Neh(Eunice!), me)  (6J, Lakeside Primary School.) Okay, I have no strength to talk about other stuffs now cos I am falling asleep. Having tests everyday up till CNY, you say is torturing or not!!!??? It's 600 days anniversary! BS LOVES BG! 2月1日 First month of 2010 has gone... ... Hello! I am studying for my Binocular Vision Test in clubhouse while the rest are training at sports hall now. I will train on this friday! Busy preparing for so many tests, I just wish everything can be over soon but what can I do now, only keep psychoing myself to keep on going till Chinese New Year. Can't wait for CNY, I guess there are enough time to study for my 3 semestral exams after CNY, so it's not gonna dampen my festive mood =D. Going to watch "Su Qi Er" with JunYou, ShuLing and Boy on CNY's eve. Can't wait for it cos it means all those stressful tests are over. This sunday going to Victoria Theatre to watch "The Champions" which coincidentally is the Beijing Wushu Troupe performance that KY, KC and ZY coaches have been talking about and paying about $50 for it. We got the tix for free! Somemore it's at Row J! Thanks to boy's friend, Kenneth! You can't imagine how excited I am now because I got to see Liu Qing Hua, that famous wushu person in China and I always see her wushu videos on youtube! =))) I think as I grow older, I am easily tired of computer games, video games, drama serials. My interests in them seem to be dropping and I wonder why sometimes. I got to some conclusions. I am not a kid anymore :/. But I like playing board games with friends, playing pangya with boy and my cousin Dollie, playing some of my PSP games. But all these will not last very long. Now I can survive studying for the whole day : wake up, eat, study, sleep, eat, study and sleep. If it was in the past, I definitely cannot tahan these. I feel it's a waste of time to keep watching drama serials because I feel that I can spend time doing meaningful and fun things in my life rather than being a potato couch. I also feel that it's a waste of time to sleep more than 10 hours during holidays that's why even when I have the free day tomorrow, I will set alarm to myself to sleep only 10 hours the most. I think I start to learn how to prioritize my time well. I have learnt when to do serious stuffs and finish them up ASAP. It may be due to the reason that I have a busy schedule and I treasure my time more. When there are breaks between classes, I can't help but to spend those time fruitfully cos I will feel guilty if I spend the time just chatting away. I have to make sure I am done with all my stuffs then I am able to enjoy myself in my own world with all those stressful thoughts aside. An example of a blissful day : Went to boy's house last saturday at 11am. Studied till 3pm. Napped with him till 5pm. Continued to study till 7pm. Talked with him till 8pm and we went to North Point for Pasta Mania for our dinner and shopped a while. Joked and laughed all the way home as he accompanied me. A simple day and yet we feel a great sense of satisfaction. =) Guess the prioritization thing is not an overnight thing. I adapt to this habit days by days, months by months, years by years due to my past experience and schedule. Guess this will be somehow my working life in the future. And a message to my brother and my cousin Jasmine who are taking O levels this year, if you prioritize your time well, I can't see the reason you will not do well for your O levels. Every hour you spend playing on computer games, you can actually use the time to pick up a few good idioms/phrases/calculations for your subjects. I am thinking that I must be giving too much stress on myself. I feel that I am a perfectionist at times. girl loves boy and thanks for lending me Chou Xiong =D. I will take a sniff of him when I miss you. <3 1月23日 For every 1 minute of anger, you lose 60 seconds of happiness Hello! Back from training and drying my hair!!! It seems that so many tests are making everyone feeling so cranky nowadays. Easier to get frustrated, easier to get emotional, easier to cry, easier to get angry. All these negative thoughts flooding over us. School life is not always a bed of roses. It is impossible to be happy all the times too. But we have to know one thing is that, no one else can ever make us happy. Happy people attract happy poeple!=) Miserable people attract miserable people. =( Whatever you are is what you get. To be surrounded by positive people, we first have to put a smile on our own face. In the real world, other people don't change our lives and thoughts. We do it ourselves. Here's how life is. Problems and obstacles happen in our lives to toughen ourselves up. Success we celebrate but we always don't learn too much about that. Failure hurts, and that's how we get educated. Most of us start out believing: -Mistakes are bad -Happiest people have the easiest lives -Smartest people are the most successful in the future -We need a partner/best friend to make us happy None of the above is correct. It's not about anything, it's about our attitude. The happiest people don't bother if life is fair. They just concentrate on what they have. We get angry easily if we think that friends SHOULD return favours, people SHOULD appreciate you, things SHOULD arrive on time, everyone SHOULD be honest. Then when the world doesn't obey our rules, we get angry. And that's what miserable people do. All these things above won't happen and we often end up feeling frustrated and disappointed. Stress is caused by all those 'RULES' in our head. If we try to relax or forsake those rules, we become happier. We make a concious decisions. "No one is going to ruin my day.". The fewer rules you have about how life ought to be and how other people ought to behave, the easier it is to be happy. We always seek enlightenment when deep in the night or reflecting alone in a room. But the measure of it is not the amount of time we reflect about ourselves. It is whether we are willing to embrace changing circumstances and accept people who are different from us. We may have been conditioned to think certain thoughts about certain things. In the end, it's the thoughts that makes us unhappy and we can change our thoughts! *every morning when you open your eyes, tell yourself for today. " Today I want to be happy." And when some people trying to cut you off from that freeway, tell yourself "I want to be happy." When things goes wrong, tell yourself " I want to be happy." You become what you think about. Watch your thoughts, for they become words. |
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